Part

The day has come when we need to part.
You don`t find me charming anymore,
And I feel you lack a human heart.
We don`t fight anymore,
Perhaps silence has played a bigger part.
Where are those qualities in you which I used to adore.
Was it your true love or just a piddling art.
Such phoney things don`t matter anymore,
For its decided we have to part.
But why are you so petulant
and I am so terribly sad.
When the day has come when we need to part.

Nothing personal ;)

Pictures

Posted few pics of my friends, Ooty, my teachers...Click the girl picking strawberry in this page to move to that page ;)

Jane Eyre

Jane Eyre is one of those books, I must have read again and again. I dont know what is there in this book that I like it so much. I love narrating stories so would like to say a few things about this book here.

It begins with the life of a young orphaned girl Jane Eyre, who lives with her aunty and cousins. They ill treat her. Her life is so pthetic there. She is then sent to a horrible girls charity boarding school. Life is equaly pathetic here initialy. Little food to eat, emotionless atmosphere, but she manages very well. The situation changes soon and she spends 8 years there.She grows up and becomes a teacher in the same place. She then needs some change and decides to take up the job of the governess of a young,little girl but is drawn to the master of the house...a rich handsome man. She is engaged to teach Adele, Mr. Edward Rochesters illegitamate child. She finds herself falling for Edward, but thinks he is in love with a beautiful Lady named Blanche. He, meanwhile, is falling in love with Jane.Edward finally proposes, and persuades Jane to accept. She does, and the day of her wedding, a horrible secret comes out...

She gets to know that this man was already married. She is a very sensitive, emotional girl. She runs away from the place...from him. With no money and nothing but the clothes on her back she sets off to a new town. She cant even manage getting food for herself. She feels she is almost dead when she meets new people there. A father's family. They accept her warmly. She leads a comfortable life there. She discovers she had some secret fortune too. She shares this with the father's family. The father is a very handsome man. He proposes Jane Eyre. He wants to marry her and leave for India...where he intends to do some charity work, some social work. But Jane never ever forgets her love. She infact could not stop herself and went to meet Edward. She soon discovers even more surprising things.

There was a fire in Edwards house. His wife dies in the same though Edward tried his best to save her. His wife was mad and had burnt the house. Edward lost his hand and eyes in the same accident. Jane went to meet him and though Edward wanted Jane to leave....She stayed with him.. She expressed her love for him.. She convinced him to marry her.. and they got married.

It also has a good moral, because even though some parts of her life were very sad, once she grew older she faced most of them with a very good attitude. Which in the end worked out to her benefit. It's also important to see how Jane forgave Mr. Rochester.

The book was written in 1800s..but its one real good read. Its different when you read it..though some might have seen the movie already.But it did become a well known classic for a reason.

Life

Life isnt always the way we want it to be....But then life is beautiful....There are dark nights some short some real long...But then there is a day...the day is beautiful and bright.....At night we meet people..No matter what we do..We are never rewarded...In the day..people meet us...they do things for us and even then We are rewarded....God is good at playing pranks..But even then God I love you..You have always been there for me...For us...We never understand how much you love us.....Thanks for planning things for us...But only if you could let us know before hand what you have planned ;) Well anyways remember I have always done good things..Please plan something good for me :D.......

Dil hai Chhota sa.....

"Dil hai chhota sa chhoti si aasha
Masti bhare man ki bholi si aasha
Chaand taaron ko chhoone ki aasha
Aasmaano mein udne ki aasha"

My childhood favourite song. Everytime asked to sing a song in front of the class...I would start singing this one...Oh I just loved this song....I was all so enthusiastic about life...about my wishes my dreams....Even as a kid I wanted to make it big in life...Till date I have done whatever I have always wanted to... Took drastic changes in the courses I persued....If anything happens tomorrow I will be happy I have led my life the way I wanted to....was given the oppurtunity to take decisions for myself....Lets see how life unfolds itself now.....

" Swarg si dharti khil rahi jaise
Mera manna bhi to khil raha vaise
Koyal ki tarah gaane ka armaan
Bijli ki tarah machloon ye armaan......."

And well in College I always hummd the song..."Ek tu hi bharosa..ik tu hi sahara....Is tere jahan mein nahin koi hamara....

He ishwar ya allah yeh pukar sunle....he ishwar ya allah he datha...." I even sang it once in a competition in my college. I went ahead coz almost everyone was busy talking...I knew one would hardly listen to what I sing....:(( All my hopes shattered. When I sang there was this silence...pin drop silence...all who were there in the competition know what I am talking about.....Maybe all were in the verge of cryng or maybe running away...Well but they listened and listened to it till the end and even clapped after I sang :))

Nice guys and girls in my college I would say...Ignore this post ..I am blaberring ;)

One more case study

One more case study I just felt like posting here :) Again ofcourse even this one is a real life story.

Name: Withheld (like always, was with-held from us too)

There was a young lady who simply could not stand. She went through all possible medical check ups and treatments but nothing worked. No therapy worked. Finaly a doctor asked her family to take her to some Psychologist. And thus was found out the real reason for her not being able to stand or walk though medicaly she was absolutely fit.

Past:
This young lady was with her elder sister for a long time because her sister was bed-ridden. She wanted to be with her. Everybody knew this lady's sister was dying. She had cancer. This younger sister took very good care of her. Once she went for a long walk with her sister's husband. During this long walk she suddenly started liking her brother-in-law. She felt she had started loving him. And for a second thought that when her sister would die, he will become free and then she can marry him. Life will be so good. But then cursed herself for even imagining this.

After that when they returned to her sister's place, in few more minutes her sister died. Subconsciously she started feeling guilty. She held herself responsible. She felt all that happened was because of her, because of that imagination of hers. After that she stopped walking. She just couldnot stand. It was because she had those thoughts when she was walking with her sister's husband. She hated that walk. She started hating walking all together.

When the cause is known the disease is half cured. After few sessions with the psychologists she started feeling that her thoughts were normal. Anybody may get those feelings for anyone. It is but normal to start liking someone. And that her sister's death had nothing to do with it etc. Now she can walk. (I think one of the parallel stories in Ishq Vishq pyar vyar had a similiar story line, though this one is one real life story).

And do I need to write that she didnt marry her brother-in-law :). But she is very happy and most importantly leading a normal life :)

Happy women's day to the each and every member of the most beautiful community on this green earth. I believe each and everyday is women's day but when given this special day to say it loud then why not. ;)

"... oh lady be proud of who you are,
the beauty in your soul , the compassion in your heart,
the glitter in your eyes, the tranquility in your voice,
the radiant charming face you have,
is so uniquely yours...
You are so strong yet so delicate.

Everyday I see you I see a different, a better a more beautiful you

Go and face the world today and let them know its you,
let them know this world is made for you and only you..."

and she checked her makeup one last time, waved the mirror one last good bye
and left... ;)

Lets talk about love

Everywhere I go all the places that I'vebeen
Every smile is a new horizon on a land I've never seen
There are people around the world
different faces different names
But there's one true emotion that
reminds me we're the same...Let's talk about love
From the laughter of a child to the tears of a grown man
There's a thread that runs right through us all and helps us understand
As subtle as a breeze - that fans a flicker to a flame
From the very first sweet melody to the very last refrain...
Let's talk about love
Let's talk about us
Let's talk about life
Let's talk about trust
Let's talk about love
It's the king of all who live and the queen of good hearts
It's the ace you may keep up yoursleeve - till the name is all but lost
As deep as any sea - with the rage of any storm
But as gentle as a falling leaf on any autumn morn...
Let's talk about love - it's all we're needin'
Let's talk about us - it's the air we're breathin'
Let's talk about life - I wanna know you
Let's talk about trust - and I wanna show you
Let's talk about love....

I loved this song when I was in school. Even today I like this song a lot :)

Uncha na udo

Just now something intresting striked me....

"Zindagi mein kabhi itna uncha na udo....
ke par kat jane par chalne ke liye dharti na mile...
He yeh ek hasin subah tumhari..
to bhulgaye un raaton ko..
khuda na kare kal phir se raat ho jaye...
aur aap phir se hamein dhundo...
par hum na milen"